Soon enough though Vada finds her self attracted to this stranger who seems to understand her like no one has in a long time. A mysterious client who wants her all to himself. “I felt like an animal in a cage being stared at by other animals, all of us anonymous, mindless, interchangeable.” This friend and cam ming is what keeps Vada going, what help s her deal with missing Ellis and the writhing hole she left in her life. Li fe was still dark and she was still depressed but when she was in front of that camera she c ontrolled the room and the attentio n and praise was on her.Īfter the accident she mad e an unlik el y friend, just as broke n, just as dark, just as devastated by it as she was. Becoming a Cam Girl paid well and it gave her back some control. Her job wasn't really paying her bills, and between being broke and heart bro ken sh e finds herself hitting rock bottom. Vada is an artist bu t after the injuries she suffered in the accident she wasn't able to continue on. Is no respite, because you lose them in your dreams, too.” You lose them a hundred times between waking and sleep, and even sleep It happens every day, every moment they’re missing from. “This is what they don’t tell you about losing someone: It doesn’t I felt like I wanted th em t o work things out but then I also wanted them to move on and stop hurting each other.Įventually the g ho sts from the night of the accident and the tension in their relationship will push them completel y apart and Vada 's life becomes a dark place. Their relationship was anything but healthy t o start with, they both had an inner struggle and neither was willing to really face it. Ellis doe sn't seem to remember anything about that night and Vada can't go a day without thinking about it. They are pulling in different directions and pus hing towards each other at the same time.Ī terrible accident complicates things eve n further, rather than bringing them together after having e xperienced this traumatic event, the circumstances in which they find themselves after wards distances them eve n more. Things are com plicated between them and they are both hurting. Vada and Ellis are com plex characters looking for the right balance in life and with each other.
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorWrite something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview. ArchivesCategories |